Single life.

[CJ_Derv]

See my ex was a lesbian usually wouldn't bother me but when you treat them like a princess for 11 months buy them everything you can afford etc and it turns out that for that 11 months she's been stringing you along so that her parents didn't find out she was a lesbian it's a bit of a kick in the bollocks and did virtually destroy my confidence before her I could talk to any female and flirt etc...now the thought of it scares the crap out of me.

I did start seeing a girl a few months ago who I had my eye on for months she was (bad I know!) my best friend's sister but he was alright with it she had been in a bad relationship and we started seeing each other and just taking things slow was going great for about a month and then I went out with her and a few of our friends and one of em was attacked so she asks me to go to hospital with him I do as she said and made sure he got sorted she said she was going home and that she'd ring me when she got back got a goodnight kiss etc...No phonecall until 5am "I forgot to ring you I'm sorry I got home okay just sat chilling with Sam at the minute" no problems until I heard that "Sam" was in the context of "Samuel" and that he couldn't find his trousers etc...turned out she'd started seeing me to make her ex jealous and when that failed she started shagging his best mate so that's my reason for being shit scared to even go near a relationship now!

They are all the same until you find that one pal, im in a predicament (cant spell) ive met a lass who havent slept with after over 2 month (which is rare :S) and i fancy the arse off her but problem is she has a GF who is bangin but she has fallen in love with me and doesnt know what to do haha

and i really like her but wondering if shed go back to a bird as she got hurt bad by a lad and turned once.

You just got to think f*ck it and go for it forget about rejection etc if you dont try ul never know lol

And a sayin ive tatted on me .... Dont cry because its over smile because it happened