10-10-2012, 07:12 PM
I really need some advice.
I am twenty and since I was very little I've always identified more with male characters in movies and books. I know I've been having thoughts about other guys since I was like eleven. I don't know why. When I was like 16 I experimented with another guy my age by giving him head, but that was the only time. The thing is, I really liked it. For like two and a half years now I've been playing with toys and watching gay porn. I've have had sexual feelings for a girl before but I've never had sex.
I think I am more attracted to a woman's body, and I can picture myself in a relationship with a lot of the girls I know but despite the fact I know I'm wrong for thinking this I can see myself in a relationship with a few guys too. Sometimes I find myself checking other guys out. I am aroused almost every time I see a penis (pics, videos, never in person) I think even more than watching straight porn. A lot of times, when I watch straight porn I only become aroused when it shows the guys dick. No matter how hard I try, when I masturbate, I can't stop thinking about guys. I am wanting more and more to *experiment* with another guy but I don't want to explore the possibility that I am gay.
I don't know what my family would think if i was but I'm sure they wouldn't approve. I've never had a girlfriend, and I really want one but I am finding it hard to escape the fact that I might be more attracted to men.
Please Help, I'm really confused. Do you think I'm gay?
I am twenty and since I was very little I've always identified more with male characters in movies and books. I know I've been having thoughts about other guys since I was like eleven. I don't know why. When I was like 16 I experimented with another guy my age by giving him head, but that was the only time. The thing is, I really liked it. For like two and a half years now I've been playing with toys and watching gay porn. I've have had sexual feelings for a girl before but I've never had sex.
I think I am more attracted to a woman's body, and I can picture myself in a relationship with a lot of the girls I know but despite the fact I know I'm wrong for thinking this I can see myself in a relationship with a few guys too. Sometimes I find myself checking other guys out. I am aroused almost every time I see a penis (pics, videos, never in person) I think even more than watching straight porn. A lot of times, when I watch straight porn I only become aroused when it shows the guys dick. No matter how hard I try, when I masturbate, I can't stop thinking about guys. I am wanting more and more to *experiment* with another guy but I don't want to explore the possibility that I am gay.
I don't know what my family would think if i was but I'm sure they wouldn't approve. I've never had a girlfriend, and I really want one but I am finding it hard to escape the fact that I might be more attracted to men.
Please Help, I'm really confused. Do you think I'm gay?
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