Job Hunt and Health Issues

[lolsteve]

Right so they suggest you go to the doctor and ask you to go to a couple of meetings and you just instantly say no?
You have to make the effort and it just seems you passing everything off since no one has just handed you a magical fix everything pill yet

Realize that just going to some meetings is not a big deal the rest of us are dealing with much greater things in our jobs

Personally I got hit with the bomb shell yesterday that I need to try and save the company half a million quid that we dont have by using the optimization software that I've been using none stop for 7 months.
I was only suppose to be using it for 2 weeks to help someone else out who then quit because the software/job is that bad so I got lumped with all the responsibility.
I complained about it 2 months ago in my appraisal where it was noted by the manager on my report that the work I'm doing is mundane, i was then promised I'd be off it by the end of july. Now its coming up to the end of august and they still haven't found someone to replace me
the work is involving hundreds of thousands of pounds worth of steel/paint and if i cock up it means there's structural members out there that could buckle and collapse when the building is assembled or have people standing around inside but because im the only one who seems to know how to use the software it means no one is checking my work. Therefore when ive had to check over the hundreds of beams ive done myself im finding costly errors
Also Ive been without a car for 2 weeks since the pricks who posted off my last headgasket bent it to make it fit in the packaging and the replacement isnt getting here til monday so i dont have the weekend to sort it. So without a car I'm walking 40 minutes to work every day through spider webs and mud (shortcut is through a country park)

Now that is a vent.