So I've been to the Job Centre to claim JSA today...definitely the worst idea I've had and a huge waste of time and bog roll. 
After being sent to the wrong building, so arriving at the correct one late and still having to wait, we quickly realised than I'm completely f*cking useless and incapable and shouldn't have been applying for JSA, yet I said several times 'don't bother then, it's wasting both our time' but they insisted we finished it, running over making other people late as well.
The terms I have to meet now are - going to the doctors for diagnosis, a 3 hour group meeting next week and an extra one on one meeting tagged onto that.
Never gonna happen.
Need to vent... FFFFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKK.
That's better.
I don't even care about the money, I genuinely thought they'd have been able to help and advise where I've now hit a brick wall.
After being sent to the wrong building, so arriving at the correct one late and still having to wait, we quickly realised than I'm completely f*cking useless and incapable and shouldn't have been applying for JSA, yet I said several times 'don't bother then, it's wasting both our time' but they insisted we finished it, running over making other people late as well.
The terms I have to meet now are - going to the doctors for diagnosis, a 3 hour group meeting next week and an extra one on one meeting tagged onto that.
Never gonna happen.
Need to vent... FFFFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKK.
That's better.
I don't even care about the money, I genuinely thought they'd have been able to help and advise where I've now hit a brick wall.