21-03-2015, 10:09 AM
Nah I do find slowness causes anxiety, always have...never understand how old people and learners can drive so slowly, I was told off for speeding 3 times on my first driving lesson. 
Not really sure why, there are (rare) occasions when I'm not racing to the loo and I still can't stand driving slowly, but I hate causing hassle/holding them up to other people so that might be something to do with it.
Unfortunately that progress has been completely lost this week. Last few weeks have been bad but was still pushing through them. But last week was the worst this year, really bad due to reasons beyond my control. Thought I'd be able to 'tread water' for the week and get back to progress but unfortunately that hasn't happened. After 2 attempts yesterday I didn't even get to town. And the day before I couldn't even manage a mile walk around the village. I'm f*cking gutted tbh, 6 months of hard work, time and fuel (money) completely wasted. Theres only so long you can fake positivity and fight a losing battle I guess.
Not really sure why, there are (rare) occasions when I'm not racing to the loo and I still can't stand driving slowly, but I hate causing hassle/holding them up to other people so that might be something to do with it.Unfortunately that progress has been completely lost this week. Last few weeks have been bad but was still pushing through them. But last week was the worst this year, really bad due to reasons beyond my control. Thought I'd be able to 'tread water' for the week and get back to progress but unfortunately that hasn't happened. After 2 attempts yesterday I didn't even get to town. And the day before I couldn't even manage a mile walk around the village. I'm f*cking gutted tbh, 6 months of hard work, time and fuel (money) completely wasted. Theres only so long you can fake positivity and fight a losing battle I guess.