Unconventional Income

[Mattcheese31]

Just to echo what is written in last couple of posts, what you have to ask yourself if this, will doing something you don't like kill you? If you ate something that freaked you out or used a different toilet, would you be here tomorrow to tell the tale? Of course the answer is yes, you would and you would be fine if not better than before for the experience, everyone has to push themselves out of their own particular comfort zone, yours may be smaller than most but the same rules apply, here's a true story for you,
I used to know a few undesirable guys when i was younger, one in particular had done a fair bit of time on the inside, one if the first times he went at her majesty's pleasure the canteen staff were putting Beatles in his food, after starving for a number of days he went and caught a live Beatle and ate it to prove to himself that he would come to no harm eating the contaminated prison food, there after he didn't give a fcuk.
So the moral is, life can be tough but every time you push yourself you grow, like the saying goes, "do something every day to scare yourself"
It's honestly the only way and you can do it, being a victim can be a comfort blanket, throw it away and start pushing things every day, before you know it you'll be normal like the rest of us! Yeah right, no one is normal, everyone has insecurity's, so take some solace in that mate, i promise you, everyone is fcuked up in their own way, but we grow and learn in time x