about 3 to 4 years ago, I was so close of going off the rails my self, That was due to work, as I was getting the piss took right out of me, left right and centre. To this day I don't even know how I started, What would happen, would be working 2 till 10 doing a job of 4 people, and that would be it! so when I used to finish I would be full of f*cking hell, and then have a drink with a take away, and then it would start from there, I used to have the odd two bottles a week, but then it started to double and it got to the point where it was every night! I never got pissed but from a lad who didn't drink that much to nearly every night, then there's a problem straight away! I don't smoke either, and I was very close of starting and even thinking about doing cocain! My auntie said I am getting worried about you now, as that's not like you! That's how bad I got with work! also I was starting to get very bad tempered , i do have a bad temper but starting to snap at people, at work. Also starting to be a little un friendly to customers, so i was pushed to the point of beyond caring anymore. Work got worse, full sundays ( busy time of the week) on my own! again doing a job of 5 people this time!
How things stopped for me, was when another job role came a long. so applied for that, and got out of the sour environment, which was starting on an early 6 am starts, instead of 2 pms, So with a worlds a part team, a miles better manager, and better hours, in fact an all round better package.
i had to stop, with the every drinking, and takeaways. As i have to be up at 5am as i started work at 6 am.
i tell you what liam, a soon as i got out of the piss taking environment, that was it! I have come back to my old self! people saw a massive change in me again, and now i drink say once a week now, that maybe 2 to 3 bottles or cans. ( depending on what lager i buy)
best advice i can give you, from my side of points, find out what is causing you hell, and get out of the environment.
Things will sort them selves out from there, and the best part of it all, i don't piss drinking, yeah it was hard to break the habit. but the funny thing is, i a drink orange or something like that. as it was habit of drinking something, so i still drink something, but its not a beer etc. As soon as you have that control, you get set in a routine and your away.
lucky for me i got my self back to been me, as i wouldn't like to have seen where i would be now.
Also the high light, with me changing departments and hours, i have managed to meet woman for once, as now i have the better time, and its worked, i am dating someone now. not yet an item but we are getting there.
How things stopped for me, was when another job role came a long. so applied for that, and got out of the sour environment, which was starting on an early 6 am starts, instead of 2 pms, So with a worlds a part team, a miles better manager, and better hours, in fact an all round better package.
i had to stop, with the every drinking, and takeaways. As i have to be up at 5am as i started work at 6 am.
i tell you what liam, a soon as i got out of the piss taking environment, that was it! I have come back to my old self! people saw a massive change in me again, and now i drink say once a week now, that maybe 2 to 3 bottles or cans. ( depending on what lager i buy)
best advice i can give you, from my side of points, find out what is causing you hell, and get out of the environment.
Things will sort them selves out from there, and the best part of it all, i don't piss drinking, yeah it was hard to break the habit. but the funny thing is, i a drink orange or something like that. as it was habit of drinking something, so i still drink something, but its not a beer etc. As soon as you have that control, you get set in a routine and your away.
lucky for me i got my self back to been me, as i wouldn't like to have seen where i would be now.
Also the high light, with me changing departments and hours, i have managed to meet woman for once, as now i have the better time, and its worked, i am dating someone now. not yet an item but we are getting there.