Cant be arsed with anything

[kentiiboii]

I go though this every dat tbh, i do my best in life but never seem to get any were, like I work as a take away drive for the last 5 years 2 years ago decied that dont want to do it any more apply for at least 3/4 jobs a week still in same job, never claimed dole but they wont help me as im working, got fiancee that had a operation 6 months ago and she was told its a 6 weeks recovary time shes still not better, no job as the ended her contract got 2 cars to pay for house etc we have got some help from council for rent but hardly puts a dint in it so im haveing to pay 80% of every thing.

Some days I really carnt be arsed to carry on with it all but I just pick my self up and think it could be a hell of alot worse. This is life some people fet it easy some people dont.

Thats same here was in take away for 3 years hated it. Finally got out of it but still find my self back there but it worst job as it kills your car and worst time of day to work.

Tom thats my mammas. Buf fact is people that do nothing get everything yst people that work hard get nothing.

I love my job but just isnt enough hours to start a family like we want. I feel like im failing my mrs becuase I cant afford to give her what she wants.

But if I wait a few years ill be on £9-10 a hour and getting £50 bonus a day just for running a store