16-01-2013, 10:12 PM
Just a thought... Now you've told your nan and she is understanding enough and willing enough to help you... could you not move in with her for a while? surely that would be better? Guessing she's on her own as I remember you saying a lot that you take her places and help out a lot so there would be less people, she would understand things like germs etc and not be near you when you want to cook or be aware of when you'd like to use the bathroom and maybe even give you a set cupboard for your own food / cups / plates etc? then surely if that worked you could start working on your anxiety and what not which in turn would mean you could start to look for a job properly and then finally move out when all is comfortable and well and you haven't caused a vicious circle of upset for yourself. Just a thought, after all, she clearly cares about you as she offered you inheritance money early! but as said before, you dont want to be wasting it...