15-01-2013, 11:19 PM
tom stop knocking ya self will ya! "wishing my parents had the same idea" you are canny crac tom, i recon you would be a good laugh on a night in the local pub.
my child hood and teens were not easy for me, due to family and school, having up roar at home in the early 90s and bullied most of my school days. i was over the moon when i left school. things started to settle down for me, a family fight was finally sorted after 5 years. so things moved on and i started to buy my self bits and pieces i would have loved when i was a kid. Always wanted a 88 key synthesizer
, i built my self a few pcs, and always wanted to build and upgrade a car. hence my rover metro, i know iam nuts about it, but when you have stripped the car down to bare bones, rebuilt into your own spec. you get that buzz! be the same if it was a 205 etc.
thinks like that sent me on the up, i had a couple of anxiety attacks like you have. i told you how i sorted that.
just take your mind off the shite situ, think of somthing else. things will get better!
my child hood and teens were not easy for me, due to family and school, having up roar at home in the early 90s and bullied most of my school days. i was over the moon when i left school. things started to settle down for me, a family fight was finally sorted after 5 years. so things moved on and i started to buy my self bits and pieces i would have loved when i was a kid. Always wanted a 88 key synthesizer
, i built my self a few pcs, and always wanted to build and upgrade a car. hence my rover metro, i know iam nuts about it, but when you have stripped the car down to bare bones, rebuilt into your own spec. you get that buzz! be the same if it was a 205 etc.
thinks like that sent me on the up, i had a couple of anxiety attacks like you have. i told you how i sorted that.
just take your mind off the shite situ, think of somthing else. things will get better!