Man the f*ck up, nothing sorts itself out, get out there looking for a better job and somewhere to live (why not with your parents for now? if your post is there I take it they didnt kick you out or anything.)
When shit happens, if you don't sort it fairly quick, more shit happens, and then more, infact shit happens constantly, and trust me on this, you get deeper and deeper until you reach a point (which it seems you now have) where it seems like theres no way out, don't wait around for something to change, it won't, you've gotta change it ASAP before more shit happens!!
Harsh, but true, good luck with it though.
When shit happens, if you don't sort it fairly quick, more shit happens, and then more, infact shit happens constantly, and trust me on this, you get deeper and deeper until you reach a point (which it seems you now have) where it seems like theres no way out, don't wait around for something to change, it won't, you've gotta change it ASAP before more shit happens!!
Harsh, but true, good luck with it though.